Thursday, April 12, 2012

Some Things Don't Change

I was looking at posts from last April.  I like to do that every so often, just to see what we were up to and what I was thinking or writing about at a given time.

Oddly, I found 2 things that were true again (or still true) this year:

1.  The Vomit Fairy visited us in April of last year, around this same time.  Last year's victim was Michael but this year it is Liam and Chloe who took the hit.  I wonder what it is about April?!

2.  I wrote a post about not knowing whether I wanted to have another child or not.  And while I don't think about it quite as much, I still think about it weekly.  I have so many fears and those fears keep my baby dreams at bay.  I feel very unsettled.  Now I kind of wish that we had already taken the plunge.  It would have been nice for Chloe to have a super-close-in-age buddy too.  I'd like to feel a sense of peace about this but I don't.

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